The Switchy Witch

Not kinky?

February 3rd, 2012

I often wonder where I fit?
This isn’t a struggle because I feel that being kinky is “wrong” because I absolutely don’t.
But it’s more of a question..am I really?

Do I just put on a very good front?
Is this one more thing I do for acceptance?
I’m not overly dominant.
I’m not overly submissive.
I’m a mediocre top
Even more mediocre bottom.
My skills are lacking.

Maybe I’m just not?

I’ve often pondered putting all the toys and things away and just not doing any more.

Maybe it’s time for a hiatus.

It is definitely time for a new leaf!

So to be a little melodramatic cuz really I feel like doing it just to get it out there more than I want a sympathy pat or whatever it is people feel obligated to give for the drama queens. Today I get to be the drama queen! Please feel free to roll your eyes and sigh in disgust. I already am!

Maybe I’ll take up church again.
Sex is not happening anymore!
Kink = dirty (not in a good way)
I shall work.
I shall come home and stay away from all things kinky. (yes sorry fet you will see less of me)
I shall put 100% of my focus on all things “normal” riding, working, riding, working,
Making money will be far more important than happiness.
I will be alone, not to be confused with lonely.
I shall cast aside all thoughts of a meaningful relationship.
My reclusiveness will chase away my friends.
all good things must come to an end!

Well ok. Who am I kidding? I’ll probably only do half of those things. hahahahaha.

I am however, slightly serious about disappearing. Focus on me and get myself centered and right with life and the world. I need to find my zen. c

The Switchy Witch

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